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Joan Winifred lamentations of the heart


M(t.) E(verest) …scaling…(it gets tiring one mountain peak after another…)

eating my words
every day


There is something you should understand about the way I work. When you need me but do not want me, then I must stay. When you want me but no longer need me, then I have to go. It’s rather sad, really, but there it is. (Nanny McPhee)

it’s saaaaaaaaaadddd
is (that is the nature of my work…in a stupid quippy sum)

ya know
(spiritual) height has
advantages/perspectives…(real reality of no escape…ism)


(and low..low-er….lowest worm of the earth am i ?)



(trying to do good means hating what’s bad/non-compassionate) or avoiding/fleeing what leaves a bad… taste in mouth…indigestion and ultimately, death…behind.

i am feeling depressed…dark guitar…mood…let it riff

(letting my heart rip)

8/17/17 @ 12:31 a.m.


8/17/17 @ 5:03 p.m…i’ve known (aka i’ve experienced/am experiencing) God has the superglue…to mend the broken-hearted.


8/17/17 @ 7:32 p.m.

please, just……….leave me alone (till ?)…(the sun comes out tomorrow:)…

8/17/17 @ 7:39 p.m. back to the tree graveyard i head…

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‘”‘”‘”‘”‘”‘”‘”‘”‘”‘”‘”= (Purple) Tears & (read)Fire(s)

‘”‘”‘”‘”‘”‘”‘”‘”‘”‘”‘”‘”‘”‘”‘”‘”‘”‘”‘”‘”””'”‘”‘”‘”‘”‘”‘”‘”‘”‘”‘”‘”‘”‘”‘”‘”‘”‘”‘”‘”‘”‘”‘”‘”‘”””‘”‘”‘”‘”‘”‘”‘”‘”‘”‘”‘”‘”‘”‘””‘”‘”‘”‘”‘”‘”‘”‘”‘”‘”‘”‘”‘”‘”‘”‘”‘”‘”‘”‘”‘”‘”‘”‘”‘”‘”‘”‘”‘”‘”‘”””‘”‘”‘”‘”‘”‘”‘”‘”‘”‘”‘”‘”‘”‘”‘”‘”‘”‘”‘”‘”‘”‘”‘”‘”‘”‘”‘”‘”‘”‘”‘ tears and 🔥(fire) find myself crying at random times. (I would die 4 u.) It seems alot harder living for u though! Loss of life saddens me deeply, the people, the trees, the animals…unnumbered by cruel man. Cleaning up is healing work-ing with my plants that survived. Not surprising: Some types of messes are torturous for me. May be?? idk, in some ways we got off easy, feeling for Others:(  i am super-sensitive right now (and I don’t want to talk to/see anybody at the moment.) My own emotions are a heavy weight… cannot carry anybody’s else’s..praying for Others that I am unable to help.
Everything is fresh and new tomorrow; deep down positivity always lingers, but am very tired..
Finding solace in song… “Filled with catastrophe” …

Never giving up!compassion is an ever- burning flame!!!!!!!!!!!:)

9/16/17 @ 8:11 p.m.

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