(go live (the) Godly truth)
my grip on “actual” reality/my integrity is tighter…(than any fake fantasy can imagine up/conjure up/fiction up).
this whole stinking/rotting/corrupting/ed world is dieing…and I CARE…
not a pretense; not a pretend game of living it/faking it.
(The hunters, the hunted; consuming ensuing)
I AM THE LIVING!
I AM THE WALKING.
You:) think i am AFRAID of sacrifice…
i relinquish it all
i relinquish everything
TRUTH (and Yahweh)
“someday” ALL LOVERS OF TRUTH will live harmoniously together in actual peace on a restored Earth..all walks of life/ethnicity aka brotherhood of united/agape-loving human”kind”…experiencing actual freedom.
effort extraordinaire (of the seemingly ordinaire)
…and thinking what could Job do, at one point, just sit & scrape his diseased flesh…while keeping (his) integrity (to Yahweh).
Seemingly suffocating (my) cocoon..
Some day…butterfly emerges:)
(Paralleling & emotional; and probably/perhaps ? perimenopausal state of affairs.)
Pieces for now: enough…somehow.
2/14/19 @ 3:56 p.m. (FL)