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Sickness and Sadness

Joan Winifred lamentations of the heart never giving up! pain poetry reality

Obvious observation (by me)

there are a LOT [of] sick-nesses…(each with sad-specific symptoms/sufferings) 🙁

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ALTITUDE

(at times; a HIGH place of utter loneliness and misunderstanding…rejection and hatred (by the many and the masked))…

above-see level…

(living (?); yep. existing/operating/functioning/working…(compassion))


attitude

lowliness of mind/humility…brings you there (spiritually) high–ALTITUDE!

 

let’s go fly

a

kite

and LAUGH

though

crying

inside

while

outside

stormy days…..pass away

 

8/28/17 @ 3:17 p.m.

 

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a-muse-ment

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may be??

MAY BE (a strong may be)

you

amuse

me…(a l-i-t-t-l-e; i’ll admit)

so

that’s

why

i

tolerate

(        )

but

i

won’t

be

baited…

i am no easy catch

of

the

day!

neigh, neigh…i have fast gallopping legs..

(a spiritual mind outruns physical/material mind)

 

6/30/17 @ 5:51 p.m.

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Pain Epiphany

insights Joan Winifred never giving up! pain

an epiphany tonight:
under the influence of severe/chronic pain…we may say or do things out of (our usual) character.

Inflammation…may manifest inflammatory speech, etc.

It’s hard when hurting Not to hurt!

pain-the-common-shared-human-experience-connecting-us-to-each-other

 

all of us need a cure…(for some forms of pain)…i will not allow pain to push me…(over the edge) beyond the circle of compassion

 

5/5/17 @ 8:05 a.m.

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Circumscion of the Heart

comfort God Joan Winifred joy lamentations of the heart pain poetry

heart

of

stone

heart

of

flesh

fleshed and flushed out

fished and fizzled

and scrapped

and sizzled
and
skinned
ALIVE??

burning
HOT

and

cool

is
vacillation
for
wimps?

is
oscillation
for
fans?

(sharp? and dull? thick n’ thin blades)

AND, not?
followers!

is your selfishness
“killing (me) softly?”

CLEAN HEARTS
cr”eye”

out!
see/understand??!

poured out…(and poored out? MUCH–yeah)
(it’s RICH!a gap e FULL!)

i
am not silly
puddy
in your hands!
(obedient to your commands?)
only
the POTTER
knows
(me)
and
my
rips

aka
(compassion ripped
ribs)

my circumcised heart<3

(my pain is my pleasure)

it’s hard…
feeling (caring (and for all fellow-fragile-life))
(and to the proper/precise/specific/appropriate degree)

feelings

of
this
fast, fleeting
bleeding, breathing

FREE [words-on-hearts] life

“In his presence are majesty and splendor; Strength and Joy are in his dwelling place. […]Give Jehovah his due for his glory and strength.” 1 Chronicles 16:27, 28

(3/11/17 @8:12 p.m.)

God help me!

e-n-d-u-r-a-n-c-e

(God help you!)

my destiny?

(is)

etched

in heart

[made in pebble]…

updated 3/12/17 @ 7:32 a.m.

Please forgive me..

for my ripple affects

...affects…affects…affects…

WHO

(published 3.12.17 @8:00 a.m. possibly?..nope, updated/edited/published 3/13/17 @11:01)

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drinking derision

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lapping it up??
or
laughing it up??

(what do you drink?..usually?…NOT a drinker!) but
OUCHYWAWA!!!

not afraid…what can man do to me? (throw sticks and stones, etc.)

(or not do to me)?

this aging-dying body/(yet growing-renewing-living mind)

this warm blooded (and warm hearted? so, i’ve been told)

be…ing…

believes in

bloodless surgery

figuratively and literally. (amazing what bloodless mind surgery can accomplish…opening minds to learn/live/change aka compassion education)

i

refuse.

i

don’t want blood (anybody’s) on my hands…or somebody’s/anybody’s precious-sacred-life-liquid running through my veins.

(how does that make me a murderer?…)

yet

that’s what i’ve been called vehemently/loudly!…because i refuse to accept blood. (but i don’t refuse the best possible/research/evidenced-based non-blood medical treatment) (no, i’m not sick…was asked hypotheticals)

usually…harsh words i don’t let stick…(you know: sticks and stones may break my bones, but names never hurt me…(too much))

i would shut up more or be more quiet..IF i really cared about how most people think of me/judge me…

for being a different thinker/doer/believer…

i’m not trying to defend myself…(just coping through writing this i guess)

not trying to call the fellow-fragile-life…a not nice name…just feel bad that this person…(a stranger to me really) thinks that…(comes to that conclusion)

it hit my compassion nerve!… for someone who “tries” (not saying succeeds)…the best i can..everyday to be as loving, compassionate and kind/forgiving…to not hurt/step on any fellow fragile life in any way…including what some call “pests” aka bugs…for me…being called a “murderer” cuts pretty deep: OUCH!! (i try hard “not to take” things personally..the good or the bad. Strive to keep emotional neutrality/balance.)

No, i will not donate blood nor transfuse..i just know/firmly believe there are healthier/better choices i can make to prolong life.  It’s a spiritual health choice first than a physical health choice second. (i wish, in that “brief” conversation, i was able to effectively explain why blood is too sacred, to me, to consume for any reason…i would rather die myself than take somebody’s precious blood.) It’s hard for some to understand that…i understand that. (May be ? for them blood is their only hope.)

What other man is like Job,Who drinks up derision like water? (Job 34:7)

commentary/highlights on this verse excerpted (w 06)

How was Job like a man “who drinks up derision like water”? In his distressed state, Job was inclined to take the ridicule of his three visitors as directed toward him, although they were really speaking against God. (Job 42:7) Thus, he was taking in derision like someone who drinks water with enjoyment.

(4/7/14@1:22a.m.)..p.s.oops, VERY tired..wrote/published this 4/5/16 early morning@1a.m…

p.p.s. double oopses!-lol:)..yes, today is May 5, 2016…right??..see what i mean about “trying”..;)

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