foot prints & hand prints

Joan Winifred

analyzing my
personal pursuit
of
compassion…

agonizing (a little)
over
my hand prints
and
foot prints

with every choice (small and large)

there will (most likely) occur

the intended and the unintended…result/consequence/impact

the unaccounted/the unexpected variable unforeseen…(or shadow?)

that

may

become

seen

in

time (the immediate impact/the peripheral impact)

IF

only

i knew then…what i know now, huh?

staying

balanced and compassionate

in

the

now

is so important, eh?!

and of course, (modest & humble)

aware of my limitations

“may”

keep (prevent/protect)

me from

having …when i am finished…(meaning this life course complete)

an overall negative impact on my environment &  all fellow fragile-life.

in my limited pov

it

will be

quite the feat

quite the accomplishment

to

have (generally speaking)

a

more positive affect/effect (and not hurtful) (which is it? do i really know??)

print

on this planet, on my family aka fellow-fragile-life.

UGH!!!….

any

little

word

or

any

little

deed

has

the potential for good…

or not-so-good outcome!

SCARY!!

i

must be more courageous than i think…i’m still writing and talking and walking;)  (or more idiotic!:)

i guess, my hope/intention is to live Green

emotionally

physically

mentally

and

spiritually

to the best of my limited ability.

Don’t we all have the potential for good:)…compassion:) and to bring nice traits out in those around us…near and far!

my days are full of learning to gently juggle the ins and the outs…(in my sight and control) (out of my sight and control) aka the intended and the unintended!!…(and whatever these may bring or not.)

oh ya, real brave…writing/talking face-to-face to a white/blank screen…

(may be? i should go back to bed.)

1 last little thought since i– obviously— don’t know how to shut up (for long)…

For an abundance of wisdom brings an abundance of frustration, So that whoever increases knowledge increases pain. (Eccl. 1:18)

then again…

A wise man is powerful, And with knowledge a man increases his power. (Pro verbs 24:5)

 

{increasing in accurate knowledge each day…pray may i learn to use this knowledge accurately/precisely…aka as compassionately as “humanly” possible.}

2/15/17 @ 1:52 p.m.