Sorry

Joan Winifred

i made you weep
i made you cry
that’s the price
the price is high

when you care
when you share
whether it’s fair?
or not?

(idk)

under your skin

Under your cornea

under your nails

i got in… (cause you let me, huh?!)

caused you nausea
and euphroia??

i made you sick (May be? I made you well…meaning)

or not (or whatever you wanna call “Made”)?

(idk)

you were the fish

i know/(had) the bait

wait…

you chose

and

ate!

so

(idk)

what do you expect from (me) now?

i’ll release you

off the hook

(feel better now???)

i know my accountability!

and IF

I didn’t intervene

and let the light

sheen..

there

is no life (nor hope)

without light!!! (please! don’t feel fright)

compassion won’t/wouldn’t let me let you

stay in the dark

so

i

tried

tried to shine

a

little

glimmer

for

you:)

tell me

how could eye live with myself (my mind/my heart)

IF

i didn’t.

see!

too tenacious/stubborn for “my own” good…

Still I’ll ┬ácontinue to s-u-f-f-e-r

for

u

(that’s all i know how to do…& pray2 4u & all fellow-fragile-life:)
in a similar plight..when..obviously

“i’m having trouble sayin’ what i mean”…or is it meaning what I say?

3/11/16@10:11p.m.

(published 3/12/16@10:48a.m.)